Well this is my 4th miscarriage in 18mths, and im so gutted.

I started to miscarry this morning, i passed the baby about 2pm (in the middle of rhiannons 2nd birthday party).

i am off to the doctors nxt week to get a referral to the recurrent miscarriage clinic.

wish me luck

Oh Kaz, thats aweful, I am so sorry, what a terrible time for it to happen (well, a terrible thing to happen at all) hopefully you can get some answers or help at the clinic (((hugs)))

Oh Kaz, I am so sorry to hear your sad news.

Huge hugs babe

Kim

Oh Kaz, big hugs Sweetie. I am really sorry to hear that.
Take care
xox

Hey Kaz,

I am so sorry to hear your news and wish from the bottom of my heart that things could have been different, Big Hugs sweetheart and I hope your little angels are looking out for you through this difficult time.

Yvonne

Hi Kaz, I am so sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you. Big hugs hon.

Oh Kaz sweetie, Huge hugs to you Hun, I too hope that you get the answers that you need at the clinic, and that you can finally have a good result at the end of it all IYKWIM?
Love and Hugs Hun

Oh honey i am so sorry to hear this happened to you AGAIN

Love and hugs doll - flick me a text when you are up to it

Really sorry to hear of your loss again. I feel really sick reading this, I wish you well for your next pregnancy...

Kaz, Hugs babe.
That just sucks, I can not write what I would really like to write in a place like this. But I hope beyond all hope that you get some answers and if not answers as such some ways to help make a bubba stick!

Thank you to everyone your support means a lot.

I found out today that there is no longer a recurrent miscarriage clinic in wellington, so there goes that idea.

the ob at the hospital is less than helpful, so am going to my doctor on friday to see where to go from here...looking at natural therapies, and will also be looking at being referred to the high risk clinic at wellington hospital.

so for the time being am taking a break for 2 mths just to focus on selling the house and moving.

Kaz, I am so sorry to hear that you have suffered yet another miscarriage, my heart goes out to you

To my darling angel,

Cruely on April 12th 2008 i miscarried, I was just 8wks, we had seen your heartbeat and although it was a little slow, we were lead to believe that things might just be okay, but sadly it wasnt too be.

You are our 4th angel since October 06 and our hearts are just breaking more and more, I know that you will come back to us, i just wish that you would stay.

I am looking forward to the day that your daddy and I hold you in our arms and gaze at your face.

Please come back to us, you have a wonderful big sister here waiting for you and a mummy and a daddy who love you lots.

Until we meet again

Love Mummy

Oh Kaz

What a beautiful letter to your wee angel.

((((Hugs))))) to you sweet.

My heart goes out to you, and I completely understand you wishing your angel back, as I feel the same way about Satori

I hope the road ahead is kind to you, and I wish you all of the babydust and sticky vibes I can muster up, as I am sure everybody else on this forum does.

Take Care
Yvonne

Kaz, that is beautiful.



Thinking of you and sending you best wishes.......

Just beautiful Kaz, thinking of you daily hun!
love all the way

Thanks guys.

I have bounced back physically, but for some reason this time mentally im just taking a bit longer...and im wondering if its because we have to wait for 2 cycles before ttcing again...so it means that i actually have to think about it and process it.

I am finding that im quite numb to the idea of ttcing, and i just dont want Kent to touch me...which is really hard on him....but i sat down with him the other night and told him how i was feeling and he was fantastic...i dont knwo where i would be without him

Hi Kaz, I'm so glad your DH is being so understanding, supportive and wonderful. It really makes such a difference to have that kind of support. Not sure how I'd cope if my DH wasn't as gentle and considerate as he is.

It's good to hear that you are doing well physically, as for emotionally it is completely understandable that you feel that way you do, just take the time you need and be gentle with yourself.

Lots of