Hi Im a newbie I lost my pregnancy 4 days ago 6 weeks pregnant. I was admitted to hospital with bleeding and cramping, I was on my own hubby was home with our six year old we moved to this town 10 months ago we had no family or close friends here.
At first I was angry at hubby for leaving me on my own, he moved us here for work I kept thinking he could of found someone to care for our son whats done is done I have to move on and greave for this angel we never meet I feel so empty.
we had been trying for two long years to concive. we have a gorgeous 6 year old Jack.
We went to a specialist appointment a week before to found out why we couldnt concive it was to do with my husband count we left that appointment feeling down, little did we know I was pregnant confirmed 3 days later by a test at home we were over the moon to see the two lines I couldnt stop crying we had waited so long I have lost count how many times I have done pregnancy tests and only 1 line showed.
The doctor told me hes going to get me to see a specialist in 11 weeks time why so long?
When does the blooding stop Im confused one doctor said two days another said 10.
The gynoclogist on call at the hospital she was so blunt I hated her yes you have lost it I burst into tears she said ok I let you have some time walks out shuts the door by that time I just wanted to go home to be with my family.
The nurses were lovely and kept saying you shouldnt be on your own but I had no one to call my close friends are 2 hours away.
The worst part was when I lost the pregnancy in the hospital toilet
I just stood there and cryed I was hooked up to a drip I havent told anyone this because I feel embarrsed.
One comment I had about my pregnancey dont worry it was only a ball of cells WHAT
When I found out I was pregnant I was excited basically told everyone my mother comment was dont get to excited and dont tell everyone was not impressed that I did.
Why do so many people have to say there most be something wrong with it that really makes me such much better what do you say to that I just say nothing with my head down