Yesterday I was thinking about all that had happened over the last 6 years, I remembered the first time DH and I fell pregnant, be had been trying for 5 months and I had a good feeling that we had finally conceived and so I thought I would test on fathers day, I would be couple of days late so I was sure it would show a BFP if I was and what a wonderful present for DH, so on that morning I got up early and tested and sure enough there it was my BFP, I was so excited, I put a little bow on it and handed it to DH as his present.
Sadly this little bubba was not meant to be and I miscarried at 7 1/2 weeks.
The reason I decided to write here today was that in thinking about all of this I realised that if that little bubba had come to be, then it would be today the 26th, that this little boy or girl would have turned the big 5 and would be starting school today and it just kind of makes me feel sad that I never got to know this little person who was meant to be here but never got the chance.
But I also realised that had my journey not taken that path, then I probably would never have been blessed with Riley or Kairyn and so I can find peace in knowing that in passing on this little bubba made way for my two precious miracles, what a wonderful gift (thank you).

I just wanted to share this because this was the little baby that began my journey

Take care
Jacqui

Thank you for sharing that angelbaby

Thinking of you....

((hugs))

Big hugs Jacqui

I so know how you feel, if i hadnt of had the journey i have had, i wouldnt have Sophie, Thomas and this bubs.

Big Hugs

Huggles
Kim