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debs
Joined: Tue Nov 11, 2008 7:10 pm
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 Ezras due date :( Today is Ezras due date, St patricks day. I've spent most the day alone which in a way is good because i've been able to think of my boy, Its hard though because i feel so alone in my pain. This day has brought up alot of feelings of being responsible and just that fact that he really is gone. I stil strugle with accepting it in a way. I took Ezra flowers and sat at his grave for some time, ive also bought a balloon which i plan to release for him but it just never feels enough.
I feel exhausted...
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AngelaKate
Joined: Mon Nov 17, 2008 1:17 pm
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Re: Ezras due date :( Hugs Debs. Thinking of you today.
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GG's Mum
Joined: Wed Feb 13, 2008 9:04 pm
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Re: Ezras due date :(  Debs, thinking of you and Ezra today. I know what you mean when you say "but it just never feels enough". To be honest, I don't remember what I did on GG's due date. I think I spent most of it looking at her pictures and talking to her. Her 1st Angel Birthday was nice and celebrated with Hayley and her DH (BouncyNZ), but at the end of the day I didnt feel that we had done enough for her as it should have been a great big happy occasion with heaps of presents for her. Big hugs Debs.
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Re: Ezras due date :(
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*lynne*
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Re: Ezras due date :( Hugs Debs...thinking of your beautiful angel today!
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Sarahjane
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Re: Ezras due date :( Hi Debs, what a hard day for you. I know what you mean about nothing being enough. I always feel like our loss is very insignificant to everyone but it is so huge to me. Our lives will never be the same. I think every day that I should still be pregnant and still struggle that I am not. It is the cruelest thing in the world to happen to someone I think.
Thinking of you and your lovely Ezra
Sarah
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Julia's Mum
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Re: Ezras due date :( hugs for today sweetie, you and Ezra have been in my thoughts
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mrssloppers
Joined: Sat Sep 16, 2006 5:16 pm
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Re: Ezras due date :(  Debs Thinking of you and your family today on your  due date!! Due dates and Angel Birthdays are so hard. Its the day you were looking forward too so much the day where your dream of being a Parent would come true. I hope and pray that soon you are blessed with that baby so perfect and alive that you truely deserve.
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~*Telly*~
Joined: Thu Jul 14, 2005 8:06 pm
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Re: Ezras due date :( Oh honey ((hugs))
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