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Post Cant stop crying!
Hi all
Im new to this board but have been on EBB for awhile.
We lost our darling little girl nearly 4 years ago. Stillborn at 37weeks.
We found out on Friday that our 4th IVF was also unsuccessful. Weve had friends stay since then so Ive been bottling it up and putting on a brave face whilst theyve been here.
Now theyve gone I cant stop crying! I cant stop thinking about Maia and the day we found out she had gone!
Everytime its a BFN I think back to what should have been and what we went through. Poor wee thing I feel so sad for her. DH is away for 4 weeks for work.
How does everyone else stay strong?
Thanks
Hugs to you all too!
XXx


Sun Apr 26, 2009 2:29 pm
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Post Re: Cant stop crying!
:bighug: Trudes,

IVF is hard enough with the whole Rollercoaster of emotions, hormones and to pin all hopes on that BFP to only end in a BFN is heartbreaking.

I have followed your journey since the day you lost your beautiful little girl. I so wish IVF would work for you, give you that baby you both deserve and desire. Its so not fair!! You are so brave and strong to keep going and not give up. I dont know who you have managed to go thru IVF 4 times. Once was enough for me and I hope and pray to never got thru that again. Its just not right.

I so wish I was still in Auckland I would pop over and give you that big hug you need right now. Make you that cup of coffee and talk about old Dancing days of when we were little kids. Huge huge hugs sweeite. Its must be hard to have your DH away at the moment at a time when you need him there with you.

Please know I am here for you always.

XXXX

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Sun Apr 26, 2009 4:49 pm
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Post Re: Cant stop crying!
Hi MRSSLOPPERS
Thanks for your words and facebook messages! Youre a darling!
I just cant imagine all the pain you and DH have bene through either! Wouldnt it be a blessing for us to both be pregnant again very soon!
Hope youre doing ok too!
Hugs to you always
Trudes :)
XXx


Mon Apr 27, 2009 11:47 am
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Post Re: Cant stop crying!
:bighug: Trudes,

You know where I am if you ever need me!!

I so hope a Pregnancy happens for you soon. It wont be for us. We hope to have a child/baby in our care soon though via Adoption/Fostering.

Hope you are having a better day today.

:grphug:

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:angel:Keegan Leslie @17.4wks 02/07
:angel:Blighted Ovum@8wks 03/08
:angel:Caeden Hugh @21.1wks 10/08

IVF Mummy to 3 Beautiful :angel: Boys!!

An Angel in the book of life
wrote down my baby’s birth
and whispered as she closed the book
"too beautiful for the Earth"


Mon Apr 27, 2009 4:51 pm
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Post Re: Cant stop crying!
Hi Trudes,

(((((Hugs))))) I hope you are feeling a little bit better, although I totally understand what you are feeling, and I would say that bottling things up & DH being away is probably not helping the situation. I hope little Maia is sending you lots of angel hugs and kisses, because it sounds like her Mummy needs them right now.

We lost our little girl Satori at 36.5 weeks in Nov 07, and I still cry bucket loads some days :( I remember My DH being away for 10days last year, and I thought I was doing OK, but completely lost it half way through his conference. I don't think I realised how much I needed him around, emotionally, both in terms of our loss and the TTC journey.

I am so sorry to hear that your last IVF was BFN - it is a gut wrenching result, and I really don't know what so say, accept that I hope the future brings your wishes true, as it seems that you and Mrs Sloppers, really do deserve to have a baby in your arms (((hugs)))

Thinking of you and welcome to TLO.

Take Care and come on for a chat whenever you feel like it.

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