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TJMom02
Joined: Thu Aug 18, 2005 1:03 pm Posts: 280 Location: Ohio, USA
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Is it OK to laugh?
Do you guys find yourselves feeling guilty if you go out and have fun? My husbands cousin got married last night and of course Josh and I went to the wedding and reception. I was a little teary eyed during the service, not because his cousin was getting married, but because I will never see my son get married.
Then at the reception, 2 of my sister in laws got me out on the dance floor and I really did enjoy myself (which is the first in a long time). I laughed, smiled and danced a good portion of the night away. Then on the car ride home, I broke down into hysterics and cried uncontrollably because I felt so guilty having fun when my son died just 4 months ago. It kind of hit me all of a sudden "Tyler's gone!"
Do you guys feel guilty having fun? Is this normal? I really do want to try and enjoy life again, but I just fall back on the guilt each time.
Bridget
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nicoles mom
Joined: Sat Jul 23, 2005 8:08 am Posts: 716 Location: Caribbean
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Bridget, I think it is normal what you are feeling. I have certainly felt that way. You deserve to have fun now and then, just try to remember that. Big ((((Hugs)))) sweetie!
Jenn
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Kim
Joined: Fri Jul 15, 2005 8:43 pm Posts: 1315 Location: Whatawhata, Hamilton
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Bridget, this is totally normal what you are feeling, under a month after losing Thomas all my friends came round to celebrate my birthday and i felt real guilty at having fun without him, its only now 16 months later that i can go out and have fun and not feel guilty.
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TrinityClair
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Joined: Sat Jul 16, 2005 3:01 pm Posts: 1689 Location: Auckland
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Bridget,
As Jenn and Kim have said it's totally normal, it took me a long time to even crack a small smile without feeling guilty, and the first time I laughed I was so overwhelmed with guilt, I mean, what right did I have to have fun, my little girl would never get the chance to laugh and I would never see it. I still have trouble now not having feelings of guilt when I'm having a little fun, but not as bad as at first. Sometimes I manage to convince myself that she's smiling down upon us, and others say she wouldn't have wanted me to stay sad, but it's still difficult.....chin up......(((((hugs)))))
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angelbaby
Joined: Wed Jul 20, 2005 10:44 pm Posts: 1117 Location: Auckland, NZ
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Hi Bridget,
Like everyone else said, your feelings are completely normal.
Sometimes a smile, a laugh or having some fun helps.
Take care
Jacqui
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