Hi all,
I just felt like I needed to post. I came home from work an basically for no reason whatsoever I broke down. Anyway, I was sitting here at the computor and looked up and saw a plate that I painted for Corey a few years ago. I put on it these words from Micheal Jacksons 'Will You be there'.....

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.


I thought it pretty much applied to Trinity too.
Thats all for now. I'm still trying to deal with this wave of grief that seems to have overcome me.
Take care everyone.

Big hugs babe

I am so sorry you are having a hard day.

I love the words.

Huggles

Kim

(((((BIG HUGS))))) Manda,
So sorry you are having a hard day. I know what you mean about having a breakdown for no reason. The other day I started crying while I was making dinner, because I remembered how much I liked BBQ Ribs when I was pregnant with TJ (I wan't even cooking ribs at the time).

Hope things look up for you!!!
Bridget

Manda, sorry to hear you are having a hard time at the moment. Christmas is just around the corner, and another reminder that our Angels aren't here with us. They should be ripping open all there christmas presents. Getting sticky chocolate all over there little fingers. But instead there not. It is definately one of the toughest times of the year for me. I will be thinking of you all this xmas.

Take care
Luv Ally

Hi Manda,

So sorry to hear you are feeling down. Man its hard and this Xmas thing is making it even harder.

I've had a sore throat recently so I know I am due for a big cry. I reckon crying is good (although exhausting). Just wanted to let you know you are not alone in the feeling of utter devastation. They are lovely words you wrote on the plate for Corey, it has made me cry. Our little babies will always be in our hearts.

Wish I could sit down with you over a cup of tea and have a chat and be a support.

Thinking of you,
Melanie

PS I've just read your beautiful story and it is very similiar to ours which I hope to write soon. I am devastated for your loss and so happy you are pg again. My tears are falling for you Manda. Best wishes.

Manda - I hope the weekend has been kind to you and you are feeling a little better.

The words on the plate are so lovely.

Thinking of you and sending (((((BIG HUGS))))))

Claire

Hi everyone,
Thanks for your support. I'm feeling better today, not so teary, but still dreading xmas and at a loss that our girl isn't here to celebrate with us. I'm trying to make the best out of a bad situation, a bit much like hard work really, but I guess it's human nature to keep battling on isn't it, and I'm sure thats what we'll do...

Hi Manda,
Sorry you had a bad day yesterday and I just wanted to send you some

Hope you are feeling a bit better

Take care
Jacqui

Hey sis,
I'm sure you've got a mix of emotions and feelings at the moment, especially with tomorrow upon you.
Just wanted to let you know i'll be thinking of you all day tomorrow, and i'll be lighting our pink Trinity candles too.
Lots of love and hugs from Mike and I.
Lil sis
x