Well I have had a bit of good news. I went to Taupo yesterday to a handmade craft shop who specialise in hand knitted premature baby clothes and found a pink bonnet that would've fitted julia's head, but was unable to find any booties that would've fitted her feet. I spoke to the lady who runs the shop and she said that she would ask the lady who knits them if she could do a pair the size that Julia's feet were, 4cm. They rung today to say that they would be reacy to pick up tomorrow afternoon. I am really pleased about it as these items will be going into Julia's memory box so i have got a keepsake.
On another note, I had a count on the calendar today and I should have 13 days to go until I had her
It is really hitting home now and am starting to feel really down
In a way I can't wait until we go on holiday and I can visit her, but I know come the 7th Feb it is gonna be a hell day. But atleast I will have my family close.
Carley
P.S. Had some more news from the specialist that look after us when we lost Julia, it turns out that if we decided to try again they would be able to pick ou DH 'swimmers' that don't have the k (refer to topic 'had some bad news') in them and atrificially inseminate them and them we would have no problems with the next one. Unfortunately DH is against this idea, as he has said that he doesn't want any more children, but I think it is just the idea of having án intimate conversation with a plastic cup' that is putting him off. But it is atleast some good news to come out of all of this and we can think about it in the future.

That is really good news from the specialist! Now all you have to do is convice your DH to ahem... 'participate'...........good luck .

Love the idea of the booties and wee hat, they must be so sweet.

Here are the booties and hat that I found for Julia, they are so sweet

Carley

Those are just beautiful Carley.

Oh they are so gorgeous Carley, what a great idea.

Carley, I've been thinking about you in the past few days and notice you've been quiet here. I hope you are ok. Just wanted to check in on you.

Yes are you ok babe?

Hi all,
sorry i haven't been in touch for a while, we went on holiday for two weeks. it was lovely but whil we were there we got around to getting Julia's plaque organised for her plot at the crem. we will have to got back at the end of March to have her placedinto her plot. Man that is going to be one hard day. As some of you may know Julia is going to be placed in with her nana who passd on the same day so atleast they will be together.

P.S forgot to mention that while we were away we had Julia's due date come and go. it was a quite day but managed to get through it ok. Wrote in my journal and just thought of Julia all day, as to be expected. I think it helped not being here and moping around all day. i had friends that I could go and visit and i even managed togo back to the crem and see where Julia is going to be placed.

Nice to hear from you Carley