Carley, sending you big hugs.
My DH doesn't really realise either. And last month I didn't think about the date it was until the evening of the 17th.. And realised it had been 8 months.
Don't know where the time has gone.
3 people I know really well (one of them my SIL) had a little girl in December, like I was supposed to...
Until I got pregnant with this one, I got my period on Chloé's anniversary each month.