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This week is my week from hell, just because it's Chloé's birthday on Friday and it's bringing it all back.
We went to antenatal classes last night. It was the second one, and she talked about inductions and toxaemia and epidurals and C sections.
I started crying a little when she was talking about early inductions. I didn't walk out of the room but I was close to doing it.
Then we went upstairs to visit the delivery room and she showed everyone the monitoring machine and the bed and the stirrups and all that and once again I was this close to walking outside..

It's just so hard...
I just keep having these thoughts in my head, "a year ago i was..."
well a year ago on Wednesday I was lying in bed at the clinic being induced.
I miss my little girl so much. :tear: :tear: :tear: :tear: :tear:
Good thing I have a box of tissues on my computer desk..
Seeing the MW this morning.

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Wed Aug 15, 2007 9:40 am
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Big Big Big Hugs DF :bighug:
The first birthday is such an emotional time and it's hard to not think back to what you were doing this time last year.
Have you got any special plans for Friday?

Will be thinking of you over these next few days
Take care and lots more hugs
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Wed Aug 15, 2007 10:51 am
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Jacqui, thanks for the hugs.
On Friday, I'm going with a friend to the tattoo studio, she's getting an angel done on her back. Then I've booked the babysitter for the evening so me and DH can go out for a nice dinner somewhere.
I think I'm going to carry a box of tissues as well.

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Wed Aug 15, 2007 12:56 pm
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Sending you the biggest hugs i can possibly do hun.

I cant begin to imagine how you are feeling at the moment, but will be there myself in about three months time :cry: ,
Sounds like you have got a good day planned and ways to remember your angel girl Chloé.

Know that my thoughts are with you at the moment and if you need to chat Im here for you

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Wed Aug 15, 2007 2:29 pm
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sending you really big hugs hun - i can't imagine what you are going through at the moment

Am thinking of you

(((((hugs))))))))

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