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Well I took Alyssa to her preschool orientation for this year....she'll start in 2 days. At the orientation I saw a ton of my friends who have children the same age as Tyler. They brought thier kids with them, and it just hit me really hard. I had the biggest cry ever on the way home. Alyssa thought I was crying because I was sad she was going to school, so I just played it off like that was the reason. I think of Tyler everyday....but today just seems so much harder than is usually is.

I went out to the cemetery ( like I so often do...at least 2 times a week), and had a nice cry out there also.

All I can think about now, is how Tyler should start preschool next year and alyssa be in Kindergarden at the same school. I can just imagine how she would pull him around the school showing him things.....but as we all know that will never happen.

Just needed to talk.....so there it is....my cry for the day....and tomorrow and the next!!!!!

Bridget

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Tue Aug 28, 2007 9:51 am
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Aw Hun, huge hugs to you.
it is soo hard when your older children reach certain milestones and all you can think is well this one would be doing this by now etc.
I had one of those day when Bayden started school. Just kept thinking, well Julia would be this old and doing this and that, and it hurts like heck!

Huge hugs to you and we are all here for you.

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Big hugs Bridget :bighug:
It's so hard when we are reminded of where our little angels should be in the present time, I suppose that is what makes it so hard and painful is that we will never get to know what sort of little person they would have become or how they would have looked or what the sound of their voice would have been like.
Sometimes having a good cry is good thing as it's a reminder of just how much we love and miss our little angels no matter how much time has passed.

Thinking of you
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Oh sweetheart - ((hugs))

I'm not sure what to say - but just wanted to say that I am thinking of your and send you big hugs

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Hugs sweet,
I so know where you are coming from this week.
That whole who would you be today, what would you be doing, What SHOULD you be doing.
Alyssa is so sweet thinking it was because she was growing up that you were crying and may be best she thought that too.
I hope the weather was nice for your visit to Tyler, I am over winter and this horrid wet.

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Hugs Bridget :bighug:

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Oh Bridget I am so sorry. I wish I was around for you to talk to. i am sorry. Big Hugs girl.

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