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nine days to go until we come to the big day. One year since we lost our precious angel Julia. :cry:
Unfortunately i have to milk the cows that weekend so wont be able to get down to Hastings until the following weekend. I really don't know how I will cope with that day...
I just wish that I could close my eyes and sleep right through it and when I wake up it will all be over with, and I wont have to remember that heart wrenching pain. ITS JUST NOT FAIR!!!!

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Thu Oct 25, 2007 10:52 am
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Really big (((HUGS))) Carley.
I know how hard this time is for you, it is a major milestone on the grieving journey, but also a nice time to reflect and to remember your angel, Julia.

I will be thinking of you often and hoping that the next week or so your days can be filled some love and support from all around you and know that we are all here for you.

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Thu Oct 25, 2007 1:34 pm
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Awww Carley, I will be thinking of you in these days leading up to the big day. The first birthday is the hardest, I pray that you will have whatever you need to help you cope as you remember. We are all here for you!

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Fri Oct 26, 2007 9:13 am
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I'll be thinking of you too.. Seeing as it's my wedding anniversary, can't forget Julia's birthday. :bighug:

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Sat Oct 27, 2007 4:42 pm
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Well on this day last year we received the news that no expectant mother wants to hear... our little girl had joined the angels.
Whats more ironic is is that I have to go to Rotorua today, just like I did last year. Might pop in and see my m/w and have a catch up with her if she is around.
As the days draw nearer it is getting harder and harder, I can feel my emotions just under the surface, and they get nearer and nearer the top with every minute.
I brought a special candle for Saturday and will leave it going all day if I can, I might have to blow it out when I go to milking though.

BTW I have updated Julia's website too.

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Wed Oct 31, 2007 9:53 am
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((hugs)) honey - i will be thinking of you ((hugs))

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Wed Oct 31, 2007 3:49 pm
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Oh Carley, big hugs for you girl, every year that passes is difficult, but for me the first was the hardest. I hope the next few days are gentle on you. Thinking of you and your family :grphug:

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