Dear Calypso,
10 months old already! Can you beleive it!? I swear I just found out I was pregnant with you. Now it's your 10 month birthday. Nearing 1. Hard to believe.

I miss you still though. I know people think it should all be over with and I should be 'better' but I'm not. I'm just truly beginning to really greive. And it hurts. The support is all gone, people shrug now at your memory. This poem says it all.

I've lost a child, I hear myself say,
And the person I'm talking to just turns away.
Now why did I tell them, I don't understand.
It wasn't for sympathy, or to get a helping hand.
I just want them to know I've lost something dear.
I want them to know that my child was here.

My child left behind something which no one can see.
My child made just one person into a family.
So if I've upset you, I'm as sorry as can be.
You'll have to forgive me, I could not resist.
I just want you to know that my child did exist.

You did exist baby girl, even though other pretend you didn't. And daily I cry and mourn for you. My heart isn't whole without you. I miss you darling. I miss you so much.

Happy 10 month birthday in Heaven Love

Love Always
Mummy

oh Melissa, that poem was heartbreaking. Huge Hugs Hun

Oh hun beautiful, that poem says it all really doesn't it.
Happy 10 month angel birthday Calypso

What a beautiful poem Melissa . Thinking of you on Calypso's 10 month birthday.

Take care
xox

Hi Melissa,

What a lovely poem and happy 10th angel birthday Calypso.
Melissa I also like the new pictures you have up of all of your girls - they all look very pretty

I hope the day has been kind to you and sort of know what its like as it is also Satori's 5mth Angel Birthday today. (((Big Hugs))))

Melissa, That is beautiful, A very fitting letter to a very precious lil girl.