Its not much late I know and AF could all arrive tomorow but I just MAY be pg and I do not dare be excited just in case I am not.

I'll keep you all posted closely.

With fingers tightly crossed,
Melanie

Bumpty tum- This is gutzmum from the TTC board... Just wanted to say good luck and hope AF stays away from your house....
And your wee girl is just beautiful

Melanie, my fingers and toes and all crossables are crossed for you. I hope this is your month.

Luv Ally

Fingers, toes & eyes crossed here for you Melanie. It would be so lovely if you could give Amelie a little brother or sister in 2006.

Everything crossed here for you Melanie

Jacqui

Wow all your words of support have bought tears to my eyes...thank you.

I'm now definately overdue and have told DH who is excited too!!

I have had some twinges in my right ovary area and of course am panicking that i may have an ectopic implantation...but thats jumping the gun - must see if i am pg first!

Will go look at the one pg test I have to see if I can test today as could hardly sleep last night for being so excited

Ohhhhh Bumpy Tum - Did you find the test? Can't wait to hear the results.

Just wanted to let you know that I am here to support you either way.

Oh clare, I found the test and it was unfortunately BFN so I feel a bit lost and confused. I probably should have waited till tomorow. Now if AF is still not here then will need to go buy more tests. Bugger eh?

Melanie, it could still be too early to test. I remember when i got pregnant with Olivia, I was so anxious to find out if i was pregnant or not. I went through about 4 till i finally got a BFP, I just couldn't wait..... I was like you and tested a day after AF was due and got a BFN, then i was going to wait a week but of course I couldn't, so I tested a couple of days later and still A BFN, I think it was close to 2 weeks later that i finally got the BFP. So I still have my hopes up high for you. Heres hoping for a BFP soon.........

Luv Ally

Melanie - I just replied to you on the EBB but thought I would post here too. I am so so sorry about your BFN but there is still hope. Tests vary so much in sensitivity and the time of day and your fluid intake can affect the result as well.

I am keeping my fingers & toes crossed for you and your DH. As I said in my earlier post, I am here for you either way and I think you are completely entitled to feel a bit lost and confused. TTCing is hard enough at the best of times but after loss, it is an even more confusing and emotional time.

Best of luck - I hope AF goes missing in action - for at least a year

No AF for at least a year sounds great! LOL!
Thanks Ally and Deanie, you have given me hope. I do drink lots of water so it could have been that and testing too early. I stilll don't feel like AF is on her way if you know what I mean?!

Here's hoping!

I'll keep you posted.

Hi Melanie,
I am hoping for your sake that you have just tested too early! With this pregnancy, I tested when I was 3 days late and it came out negative, so I waited for a whole week and then tested again, that time it came out positive. So there is still hope!!
Alana

Okay that's good to hear Alana. Thanks

My AF is still not here ( )
I have some more pg tests now and am trying to be patient and wait till tomorrow morning. Though sounds like it could take even longer as you say!

We are going away for the weekend on Friday morning - a special trip to mark the start of the New year and hopefully one with better luck! Would be nice to know if we are pg before we go and I'll let you guys know too (but if you know me PLEASE keep it quiet as I want my mum and dad to know first as they still suffer so much from the loss of Amelie (esp my mum)).
With thanks,
M

whoops double posted

Well talk about a downer. AF has arrived I think - how mean it is to be late when I am so regular usually?!

So sadly it does not look like I'm joining the pg board any time soon.

Will try not to be miserable on our little holiday - gee it ought to cheer me up eh?

I just can't believe it has not worked again.

Melanie

I wrote you a reply on the EBB but just wanted to say again that I am really sorry that you think AF has arrived.

Life does play mean tricks sometimes and they are especially cruel we want something so bad.

I really hope you and your DH can go away and have a nice relaxing break.

I'll be thinking of you over the next few days.

Keep safe.

Claire

Big (((HUGS))) to you Melanie.

Hope your holiday is nice and relaxing.

Take care
Jacqui

Big hugs so sorry it wasnt your month.

Hope you have a awesome holiday

Huggles

Kim

I'm sorry to hear about af arriving.
Could it have been an implant bleed?

I hope you have a good break.

T

Nope it was the real deal.

Had a nice break though thanks.

I'm really going to try (with fun) to get pg this month.

Hi

Well its my 40th birthday today and its a bit hard because last birthday I was happily pg with Amelie and now (as far as I know) I'm not pg again.

I had thought - great at least I will have a baby before I am forty and now I still don't and never will. Bummer.

Sorry its a downer post. I am going to try not to cry too much on my birthday cos thats just not what one usually does.

Hope you are all doing well.
Melanie