So here i am again, excatly 2 yrs to the day of my first miscarriage, and i am totally freaking out.

So as most of you know ive had 4 miscarriages in the last 24mths, this time i was started on clexane injections (blood thinners), and was told at the time that they didnt think this pregnancy would be viable either as after 3 lots of hcg bloods done my levels were only 78, 5 days of clexane and my levels had jumped to 900, 5 days later i had a scan (which was monday just gone), and the injections worked so well that we saw a lovely little heartbeat (160bpm) and measuring 6wks, only 2 days behind my dates.

I have to have weekly scans for the next 6 wks, so my next scan is next thursday, so i will be just on 8wks then.

I am finding really hard to believe tht this time might just work out, and at the same time im so scared we arent going to see that heartbeat anymore...I tell you this pregnancy thing can do yah head in.

so thats where i am at, at the moment, just taking one day at a time and one week at a time.

I am under the mfm team at wgtn hospital and at 12wks will be under the high risk team

Ooooooooohhhh Kaz, how wonderful but scarey for you.

all crossables crossed honey.

Huge hugs
Rae

Congratulations Kaz and welcome to the club. You are certainly not alone with yoru feelings and anxiety. All that I can advise is just take each day as it comes and try to not to worry too much. We are all here for you to share your thoughts and sending you big hugs!

Congratulations Kaz

Oooh Kaz I have all of my crossables crossed for you that you get the outcome that you soo desperately desserve.... sending you all of the sticky vibes that I have Hun...look forward to reading your updates and watching your pregnancy progress.

Oh Kaz, thats great (but understandabley scary) news. Sending you loads and loads of sticky vibes for this wee bubba. Good to hear you're getting weekly scans. keep us posted.

Congrats again Kazzle, and STICKY STICKY STICKY vibes little bubba!!

Congratulations Kaz!!! Sticky vibes and big hugs to you!!!

Oh big congrats Kaz..that is fab news that you are getting some great help...and different type of help which must equal a different type of hope to.
Thinking of you and grow bean grow! Wishing all the best

OH SHAME

I had forgotten i had posted in her, *hangs head and blushes*

so yesterday i was really sick, mangaged to give myself nasty food poisioning was not nice, Kent had to take the day off work and look after Rhiannon was i sat all day on the loo with a bucket.

have my second scan tomorrow at 9am, and while im quietly positive im also freaking out...just really hopeing to see that little heart beating away nice and strong.

not much ms to speak off, just spend all day feeling seedy and everything including water tastes off...lol

Ohhhh, hope you feel better soon, and good luck for the scan tomorrow!!!

awww sweetie I too hope that you feel better soon, and you will definitley see that lil heart beating away tomorrow...I can feel it in these old bones of mine

Congrats Kaz!!

Good luck for the scan tomorrow!!

Yay Kaz that is great news. Good luck for the scan tomorrow!!!

Congrats Kaz

Good luck for the scan I'm sure there will be a lovely there.

Best of luck tomorrow Kaz, grow wee bean grow!

Good Luck for today Kaz, am thinking of you Hun.

hey guys, all is great here, nice strong heartbeat and measuring my dates, so 8wks tomorrow...next scan next thursday

YAHOO!!!!!


That is awesome news sweetie!!!

Yay Kaz that is great news

That's awesome news Kaz!!

Fab news hun. So happy for you!
Hope you are feeling better now too

just when i was starting to relax today i get cramping on and off all day (no bleeding or anything), just cramping, im really hoping its just everything stretching, but now im paranoid again.

roll on thursday for my scan

big hugs Kaz...hope the cramps are just baby moving things around alittle inside and nothing major. Thinking of you and sending loves for the scan

all good, the scan was great, nice strong heartbeat, up to me if i still want to have weekly scans now