I'm having a hard time gathering my thoughts at the moment, but thought I'd post here after a bit (ok a BIG) absence, if that's OK...
I've had two m/c, well one "suspected" as probably just a chemical pregnancy (though there WAS a line on that test... if a tiny one) - August 2007 and early last month.
So, we're pregnant again after I decided I could just not wait to TTC again and have another baby - it had been on hold for a while but the second m/c changed everything.
I started seeing an acupuncturist for help regulating my cycles, and am continuing to see him for treatment to help prevent another m/c.
It's just that we found out reasonably early on, I've had blood tests on the low side of HCG readings but rising evenly enough, and I've got a scan booked for this Thursday.
Most of the time, say 95%, I'm OK. I have my moments though, the other 5% - where I am really anxious about the "what ifs" (I'm sure you all know what I mean!).
And whilst we (DH & I) are taking the 'celebratory' approach - these early days are really dragging, I am not a patient person at the best of times.
So... I'm not sure if there is a point to all my rambling, but thank you for listening. I will try and remember to come back and make an update after my scan
It is such a mix of emotions, we are the same with this one.
