Hey Tanya,
The work milestone is a hard one. I am so glad I work from home, so I was able take small steps back into it.
I personally find it hard to focus 100%, as what has happened, is so much bigger than work - then you add the daily task of keeping your family balanced and TTC - work certainly comes in last on my list.
I imagine passing the hospital really bought up some hard memories, and was probably made harder by having to then show up at work.
For me it is passing the Ultrasound Clinic at Manukau, which is where I was told that Satori's heart had stopped beating.
I have had to pass it quite often, as it is on a major trunk to other places - its getting easier, however the first time I passed it I was a mess.
I hope things fall into some sort of normality, quickly for you Tanya