Have a safe and happy night tonight everyone. New Years Eve is hard for me, I was in hospital this time in 07 trying to hold on to my beautiful Georgia. I remember looking out the window down at the street and watching all the happy people. Last year Shawna was just a wee baby so I slept through the countdown!! This year, I'm able to celebrate but am going to spend a quiet night at home. What's everyone else up to?

I wish to thank you all for your love and support through 2008 and 2009, without it I am not sure how I would have coped. Lots of love to you all.

Unfortunately not a great start to my new year. I had the dubious pleasure of being in hospital last night. I was eight weeks pregnant but started bleeding on Boxing Day and unfortunately have miscarried again. I am damn pleased to see the back of 2009 and hope that 2010 will be kinder to us. I don't know what I would have done without the support of all you wonderful women on here. I feel blessed to have 'met' you all and wish you all the best for a happy and healthy 2010.

Sarah, you have had a crappy start to the year. Chin up sweetie and know that we are all here for you.

My NYs hasnt been too bad so far, am milking the stat days and then going to relax.

Will head up to Aucks in about three weeks, Ma starts her chemo on the 6th so will give her a couple of weeks and see how she is. Then I will head off to the hawkes bay for a week too.

Happy new year everyone.

Big hugs Sarah! Hopefully 2010 will be kind to both you and I!

Sarah so sorry to hear your 2009 ended so sadly BIG HUGS I'm hoping 2010 is a much better year for you and your family.

Sarah