He wouldn't be happy about it if I did get pregnant now. He just isn't ready for kids of his own. Before he met me, he pretty much hadn't been around kids at all, so its quite an adjustment for him and he's still getting used to all the day to day stuff of having my three year old around.
I think its partly that I want to give MJ another chance, and partly that I'm just ready within myself to have another bub. But in terms of my relationship with my bf, we aren't ready as a couple to have kids together.
I believe in reincarnation, and I do wonder if MJ would come back as another bub or not.
Its good to know I'm not the only one who has felt this way.