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nicoles mom
Joined: Sat Jul 23, 2005 8:08 am
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 It just hit me... I was at work today and we had to go over to the church for a service to welcome new staff. After I sat down, I looked up, saw the altar and all I could see was Nicole's casket. It was the first time I had been in there since the service. After a minute of sobbing, my friend escorted me out. I don't think I can do this work thing. It is all too much for me.
Jenn
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TrinityClair
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Oh Jenn,
I'm so sorry. I used to wonder why people would go on about how cruel the world is, my thoughts we're, well the worlds full of good and bad so just deal with it. After all thats what life is al about isn't it? Well, you can imagine how my feelings about this has changed. Now all I know is this world that is so cruel and how difficult life is. I wish you were closer so I could give you a big hug and loan you my shoulder to cry on. (((HUGS))) (I don't know how to type a cyber shoulder, but it's there for you.
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TJMom02
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OH Jenn,
SO SO SORRY! I know how hard it was for you to return to work. This life that we lead is so cruel. Things just don't make sense anymore. Please know that even though we are far apart, I am here for you anytime you need. I'll keep you in my prayers.
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Kim
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Big (((HUGS))) Jenn
I am here too if you need a cyber shoulder to cry/vent on.
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~*Telly*~
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Oh Jenn (((big hugs babe))) your post brought tears to my eyes.
How hard it must have been doing that.
You are in my thoughts hun
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angelbaby
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Jen you are in my thoughts, sending (((hugs))) your way.
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nicoles mom
Joined: Sat Jul 23, 2005 8:08 am
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Thank you all of you for your support.
I am going to go back in today and give it another try. I will have to try the church again soon too, but not today. Some kids start today, that is another hurdle for me to get over.
Jenn
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TrinityClair
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Jenn,
I hope your day was better today. I see your online but I can't stop to chat, I have a hugely busy day today, but will definatly check back later. My thoughts have been with you, take care (((hugs)))
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