Well ladies i am delighted to announce that i have moved from TTC to PM. Just as i thought, the one time i think to myself that i do not want to be pg, then i conceive. It has been a bit of a shock and i haven't known how to feel even though i am pleased.

I guess i have felt a bit annoyed that nothing goes the way i want it. I know i desperatly wanted to be pg, but everytime i got af i was devastated, and i have just started a new job so i also had to get my head into that which wasn't easy. so i suppose i convinced myself that i would now like to wait for about 3 months for a few reasons really. I would then be entitled to Maternity pay from work, as it stands now i do not qualify because i have been there 2 weeks to little. I feel terrible feeling this confused and uneasy, of course i want this baby, i just feel like???? you know what, i really don't know how i feel, I guess i'm just frightened and i really miss my little girl.

D/p is over the moon as are our family and i know that when i get my head around everything i will let myself get excited too. I hope me moaning like this does not offend anyone, i know we are all desparate to be mums again.

To the new guys that have joined, i am sorry that i have missed some intro's. I would like to offer my welcome to you all now. This is a wonderful place where we can all be ourselves and be loved and understood and give support to each other. I am glad you have found us.

I love all of you and thank you for the love and support you have given me since we lost our baby girl Jenson.

Merry Christmas
and Peace to you all

Love Nikki x

Congrats Nikki- I'm so happy for you.
Bridget

Thats fantastic news Nikki, I'm so happy for you, I wish you an unventful pregnancy.

Oh Nikki that is wonderful news, congratulations. Don't worry about offending us, what you have described is what we have all been through at one time or another so hang in there babe.
Take care
Alana
P.S. how far along are you?

Wow that is fantastic news Nikki. I know it is not the most perfect timing but I really believe in the don't expect, will come theory of TTC if that makes sense.

As Alana said, how far along are you? I am 6 wks 3 days today and feeling mighty sorry for myself. I feel very guilty that I am even complaining about feeling sick when others would gladly take the blow but I have never felt this sick when pg before and feel very debilitated. I'm looking forward to Christmas as a time for my family to be together but not the food. In fact, if I didn't have to eat at all I wouldn't and find all forms of food disagree with me. It is very woeful

I have all my fingers and toes crossed that the next months are very uneventful for you and this time next year you are holding a beautiful bonny baby in your arms.

Keep safe

Claire

Oops Nikki - Just noticed your little pg ticker. Does that make your EDD August or September? Mine is 14 August. It would be great to have a pg buddy

Congratulations Nikki What wonderful news, wishing you a uneventful pregnancy.

Take care
Jacqui

Congrats Nikki, I am so happy for you and DP. I wish you an uneventful 9 months and a screaming bubba at the end......(in a nice way) lol.

Take care
Luv Ally

Great news Vikki (I have posted a longer post to you on the TTC board).

Deanie do you know that your nausea will get worse if your blood sugar levels drop? I put on a fair bit of weight gettting through the first 13 weeks with Amelie as i was constantly snacking on rice crackers and corn thins - like very half hour!! Have you tried this? Also acupuncture really helped and i can send you to the right person in Wgtn for that if you like!

Best wishes
Mel

Hi everyone and thanks

I am getting more excited as time goes on. It is also really cool
because my best friend is also pregnant, maybe 2 weeks more than
me. I guess that is worrying me too, she has a history of bad pg's
and lost her last two babies (twins at 17wks and 26wks, the 2nd baby
Max lived for 2 hrs after he was born, but was just too young) and she
had a terrible time so i'm really worried about her, also that she will be
ok you know. Apart from all that we are very excited that we are pg
together, we have known each other 24 years and it's funny we are
pg together now, somehow we thought i would probably never have any
and that she had finished having hers (2 beautiful daughters and Angel Max
and Angel Bubba) so yeah this is nice for us.

I am 4wks 4d pg and will be due on 26 Aug 06, mind you saying that
i think i want to be induced about 2 1/2 wks early because i won't be
able to cope all the way to the end without thinking about the cord.
Ob says it's ok, well we'll see how we feel at the time i suppose.

Well thanks girls. I hope you are all well, i think about you all alot.

Love and Big Hugs

Nikki x

Congratulations - I am really happy for you

Congratulations thats awesome news.